Thursday, November 29

From 2 years studying in college, now I realize this assignment is the hardest. I want to be all out for this. Bismillah.
Still 6 days to go, but Im looking forward to finish it early. Why, cause I just want to do the best and I love writing. I also respect my lecturer, I already have been her fan since day one in campus. She is just very cool and smart.

A. Intro 
B. Lit rev
C. Method
D. Bibliography
E. Appendices

Progres: 35/100

Bismillah, mangat, pasti bisa :)

Tuesday, November 27

It's already finally coming to the end of November 2018. Assignments are still heavy, the research proposal especially and literary works (novel and short story) analysis. I now also realize about my achievements so far, not really enough I think, but for me, it is already amazing. I am lacking of international exposure of youth or students events. YaAllah, I only can learn and pray, hope you will show and lead me the way. I really need 5++ international exposures/competitions, magnificent public speaking skills, and sophisticated writing skills. Allahumma shalli ala muhammad.

I am still doing things one by one, little by little, in instalment. Really need to have a strong mentality to face pressure, challenges, problems, and difficulties. YaAllah who The Most Knowledgeable, please make me strong and competent. I can do it surely.

Wednesday, November 21

Sekarang sedang revisi tugas makul syntax, mencicil karya tulis research proposal, dan juga ngedraft cerpen, dan nyicil aplikasi beasiswa Amerika Ugrad 2018 berangkat 2020.

Bismillah.

Aku bisa.
Aku pasti bisa.
Allah Yang Maha Cerdas akan membantu.
Allah Maha Pengabul Doa.
Wonderful things will happen in your life.
I deserve.
I belief.

✨Syntax
✨Wrp (writing research proposal)
✨Literary Works
✨Ugrad
✨Upt Bahasa Short Story


Sunday, November 4


Kekanakan memang.
Hal yang sepele.
Semuanya ditumpuk-tumpuk.
Sampai akhirnya meledak.

Hati itu telah remuk dan luka.
Dan taburkan garam diatasnya
Tanpa di sadari
Terimakasih

Tidak pernah menangis karna ini
Tapi hari ini kehilangan 1,2,3,4,5 orang
Selalu menganggap kalian sahabat terbaik
Ternyata tidak demikian
Bagi kalian

Usaha tidak berhasil
Hari ini menyerah dan gagal
Hati ini sudah patah, hancur berkeping-keping
Sudah tidak bisa memaafkan atau berusaha lagi

Panggil aku berlebihan
Panggil aku terlalu berlebihan
Sesuka saja
Toh, sudah tak ada peduli

Tiada lagi maaf
Sudah terkunci
Selamat jalan
Tetap mendoakan untuk kalian
Yang terbaik